Recent Events, People and Thoughts. 6/15/2014

Recent Events:
So nothing really significant has happened, I'm spending my summer time with friends and we've been going to the movies or going to locals to yugioh! Oh! My younger sister did go to California with my step father for vacation, I few things that I guess I should mention is that I don't really get a long with my sister, so being at home now has been a bit relaxing. I had the opportunity to join them, but I didn't want to, it's just I rather spend it at home (if I didn't mention this before, I'm from Colorado) I'm just kinda lame I guess, it seems more of a inconvenience to me than anything else.

People:
Ok so I'm not the kinda of person to easily make friends, so the couple of friends I do have, I like to spend a lot of time with, however recently a lot of people have been irritating me and I don't know, I feel like I'm having a bad week and just things aren't going my way. My friends are assholes, not all of them and not all the time but occasionally they're assholes and that's not to say I'm not one either every once in a while. Anyway, I classify my friends under 2 groups; friends online and friends in real life. For my friends in real life, I have a few that I trust with everything, and for my friends online, most of them I'm not really close too except for 2 girls that happen to be the friends I mentioned in my previous post. This is the part of the post where I rant about these 2 girls (They happen to be sisters, and I will refer to them as Girl 1 and Girl 2, I couldn't really think of anything better)

*Side Note* I feel its necessary for me to write about these two people because they influence me a lot, and you shouldn't be surprised if I continue to mention them in my future posts. (If this is something you don't want to read then skip it)

Background: We met online around 2 years ago, our friendship build up was great, we talked for hours without end, we voice chatted, and video chatted, and I ended up becoming really good friends with these two. Eventually we had a big fight, and we missed like 6 months of each others lives, but we ended up being friends again and not everything was the same and this kinda sucks. So far its been about 2 months since we been friends again.

Girl 1: There is a lot to say about Girl 1, She is beautiful, nice, funny, overall she is an amazing friend! We joke around a lot but sometimes, I feel like she doesn't know when to stop joking around. I love the fact we talk the way we do, just I feel a change every now and then wouldn't be so bad! Regardless I can always count on her for advice, and to bring me up when I'm down. The one thing that sometimes can get a tad cliche with her is that everything has to be her way. I don't mind I suppose, but I wish she would be more considerate about other things, or perspective abut things.

Girl 2: Ok, this is where I feel things get a little complicated. Girl 2 is just as amazing and as beautiful as girl 1 but her personality is so... unpredictable. Even now, after knowing her all this time I keep being surprised by the things she does,says, and overall everything. She confuses me so much, sometimes I'll end up feeling bad from things she'll do but I'm sure they aren't intentional (I'm just a sensitive person that cares to much for what she thinks). One thing is for sure is that there is no arguing with her, I'm a stubborn person and she is equally if not more stubborn then I am and that just I don't feel is healthy for a good friendship. We make it work somehow and I'm glad, she makes up a big part of my life, I just wish she was more open with me I suppose. Meh. Things are ok as they are now.

Final Thoughts:
I don't know what to say really, life can go from being good to being kinda bad, I doesn't help that I can be easily influenced by others even when I know its happening >.< I'm terrible! I think I'm gonna try to change things up a bit and hopefully have the upcoming days feel better! I'll also try to update as much as possible!!!

Introduction!

There really isn't much to say about me, I'm a nerd, I'm awkward, I'm 18 fresh out of high school having difficulties trying to organize my life.  I decided that I wanted to start blogging because I've just have had so many things on my mind, it doesn't matter if anyone reads these or not, I just need to know I'm getting my voice and feelings written down somewhere. I'd have a journal but this is the modern day, and I'm kinda lazy, it can't be helped, I've been raised this way. Ok so for starters, I'm not a very good writer so if you're reading this and you are noticing every mistake I make, I'm sorry... I never really much cared for English while in school, I found it kind of pointless to sharpen my English skills when I had thought speaking it was enough. It's kind of ironic really, that I've chosen to start blogging and I'm terrible at English.  Oh by the way I'm Alex, that's not really my name but everyone calls me that since I don't really enjoy my first name. I'm here to organize my thoughts and reflect and if anyone wants to join me, you are more than welcome too. I suppose I should talk more about myself, I'm a gamer, I really like Adventure time, I have an obsession with the number 4, and I have an ego that usually becomes more of a hassle than anything else. I consider myself to be really good at math, and that's about it, I don't really have any talents that I think are worth mentioning, occasionally I play yugioh, I think it's a very fun game and because of yugioh I met 2 of the most important people in my life. There are other people worth mentioning but I'll save those for another time. I guess this is as good of an introduction that I'll make. I already feel better that I've written all of this down.  I'm having trouble concluding this introduced! This is why I shouldn't have spent all that time sleeping in English class... Anyway I hope you guys decide to stick around, I think this'll be kinda fun!